Perfect maybe pretty to you, but I choose to disagree

I could pretend that I was perfect, but that wouldn't be me. Its easy to make yourself look pretty and feel good, but  REAL people don't mind toning down the pretty and still feel good <3 

I am sure you've heard 'What doesn't kill you makes you stronger'

Its funny when you think about it, how can something break you down, take you to the edge but also make you stronger?! But well its true and I'm sure a lot of us have experienced tough times that make us just want to totally give up! But aren't you glad you did not give up? I thought about this whole thing while dancing to tunes in the shower this morning :P. Moving on and striving to make everything okay in fact may just turn things out to be better than it ever was. Well I definitely look back and I am so glad I never threw in the towel! I used it to wipe away my tears, sweat, blood, and to whip that ex of mine right where it would hurt him most (and by that I mean his ego guys :P). So many girls feel like the world ends when guys leave them and betray them. I know the world might seem so dark and its swallowing you whole at that moment, but girlies it will all BE OKAY! TRUST ME! Cry, eat ice cream, be depressed and feel like you'll never find another person ever again, and once you get that out of your system the world becomes a musical (for ones that don't like musicals LOL it basically just becomes a huge playground). Life becomes filled with possibilities, you find yourself being detached from all negativity that has been holding you back. Move on through the tough times because they are designed to make you realize your true potential. Tough times make you realize capabilities that you never thought you had. So never give up on anything guys! Please don't because I have seen and experienced it first hand! The universe works on balance! All chemical reactions reach a stable equilibrium so will your life if you want and let it to! Everything is in your hands, no one else controls your thoughts and actions. If you are worried about the haters or anyone that has contributed to your 'miserable life', just be glad that they are no longer in it. Don't worry about how life will turn out for them, because its for them to think and worry about. Even if they seem like they are 'happier than you', do not pay attention because you will NEVER know how they are truly feeling within. You should look at them and tell yourself you do not want to live being as negative as them. Use them as a template for something you do not want to be. Hate brings in more hate, and love brings a hell of a lot more love :). Surround yourself with positive people and keep on dreaming. Dreaming and believing is where it all begins. I dream big and I had let someone stop me from it. He scared me, but now that I have it back I will never stop dreaming and believing! Because that is how great people have changed the world, starting with a dream followed by believing in it. :) "What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, stand a little taller!" <3 

I WAS HERE

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CIv4VRehIug&feature=bf_next&list=PLAB1646B7476F3DA4&lf=BFp

"I will leave my mark so everyone will know I was here". Everyday is a journey one step closer to finding who I truly am. I want to travel the world, see it all, discover it all. I have big dreams, and at times I am so afraid that I will never reach them. I always felt different even as a young child. I always felt there was something different in me. I had friends come and go often as a young child and I never understood why. Now I know it was because I was marching to the beat of a different drum, while everyone I knew was dancing to one commercial tune. I grew up finding people that understand, people that stick. I have wonderful friends that support me, love me, and encourage me. They may not catch the count of my beat, but they appreciate it nonetheless. They love me for me! and are so important to me. Especially at times like these, times when I feel like my dreams are so out of reach. Its like they know me so well! When I forget what I am capable of, they are there to tell me even when I don't ask them . I never want to be forgotten, I want to be important in this world. It is what I have aspired to be since I can remember. I love to sing, to dance, to design, and now I want to be a physician. Whatever it was I wanted to be, whatever it was I decided to do, I knew one thing; I want to be remembered for it. I want to leave footprints that don't melt away with the snow. "I will leave my mark so everyone will know I was here".

Introducing MEE :)

That's a tiny glimpse of me :). So I recently turned 20! This July to be more specific! and what a year have I seen! I have learned so much about life; falling, getting up, moving on and starting to dream again. This is the best time ever to start this blog. I feel ready, enlightened and can't wait to share my stories. Both ones of the past and ones that are still to come :). I return to college in a week! I have to fly all the way across the world, a 23 hour journey to be exact! But I am so excited, so pumped. Its the first time I am going back with a clean slate; no strings attached to anything or anyone and free of any feelings except excitement and nervousness. Its a whole new experience to look forward to. I am basicaly a university student and I would love to get into medical school once I finish my undergraduate degree. I have AMAZING friends in my home town. Trust me when I say they are amazing! I have countless people around the world telling me how jealous they are of the friends I have back home :). I love them they are my rock, my pride, my gems. I also come from a loving family: Mom, Dad, my older brother and my older sister. I love them! but like every family it gets complicated at times, but they are my LIFE. I love music! all kinds! I love dancing, singing, I enjoy art and just unique things about the world. I absolutely hate fake people! I rather be blunt and rude to someone I don't particularly like rather than plaster on a fake smile :P. Harsh?!? hahah maybe but I truly think honesty is the best policy. It truly keeps your heart and soul free, at peace and without guilt really. That's a little bit about me for now, but there will be more. OH! and I love to travel! my dream is to travel the world! <3